i'm scared to be loved

Some kids are given the money needed to grow up, a decent house, and that's all. Other kids are given parents who would give up anything for their child. I'm in the 2nd one, and i'm scared. I don't want them to do that, the more they love me the less I want it, what the he*l do I do?! I care for them but I don't like all the hugging and touching. I'm scared one say something bad might happen to them because of me, something I can't pay for.