Please help me move on or move forward
I've been talking to this guy for 3 years and I swear its like it was love at first sight(for me anyways) a year ago we started to have sex and a year ago he also started to date this controlling and mean, just AWFUL girl and I'M the one always there for him whenever he needs me but to him, I'm just as invisible as the smile he use to have befor they started dating. I feel so used by him and I just want him to be mine but everytime I try to stop talking to him he sucks me back in with his big blue eyes and I fall weak at the knees:''( but what am I supposed to do? He stole my heart and virginity and we can all relate to one or the other maybe even both, please help me!
I know this is late. But it's not worth it! It's hard to not let a guy suck you in but trust me i've been through h*ll and back. All I can say is move on! If he hurt you once h*ll do it again. As much as it sucks. You'll find someone better in time!