Moving internationally

#%$^ASDS#$%U^%#$@#%$^%%^$##$#%$$%42# I hate moving. No, correction: i hate PACKING. Double correction: I hate the PROCESS of deciding what to bring along and what to leave behind for good, OVERseas. My mood is unstable, and I've bought lots of things (food, trinkets, appliances, accessories, furniture, body lotions, sanitary items, beauty products, clothes, household items, personal affects etc) only to now decide: to send them back or to sell or to give away or to leave them behind for the building management to deal with? I haven't been very social lately so trying to deal with this with outside help is a pain and all this stuff I've collected over 4 years, some are un-started projects, seasonal items, organic sh*%s, and it doesn't help that I tend to be so friggin' sentimental and moody and indecisive and #@##@#$%#$ just frustrated with everything; kind of just want to throw everything away. Why must I be so attached to the monetary system? Why must I care about aesthetics and style? Most of all, WHY IS THERE A RESTRICTION TO PACKAGE SIZES FOR SHIPPING and f*ck*ng Custom forms to fill in T____T Why can't there be a teleport system so I can just carry the stuff myself as if my destination is next door, and my family can help decide what to get rid off for me and ARGHHHSHGRIR(#$*(#@!)@@#