I'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter
sorry mom we will never have the mother daughter relationship that you want. You were so close to your mother and family... yeah i get it... i was close with grandma. shes gone now. I have noone. i love my family and i love you but heres the thing, ever since i was little always hearing you talk to the family about what i would do and then everyone would look at me and make fun of me. like my messy room. i can't trust you. i'm sorry. i love you but... im your daughter... thats all i can be. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect, and do everything perfectly the way that you and dad want me to. i'm sorry i'm not a straight a student, i'm sorry that i'm not a neat freak. i'm sorry that my friends are strange. i'm sorry that when i'm happy with a guy i express it. i'm sorry that i get frustrated with the way that every time we talk its always arguing. i'm sorry that every time you yell i yell back. i'm sorry that i want to go back to school to get away from being home. i love being home, but the cabin fever is really getting to me. i'm sorry i cant be your best friend. i'll always love you because youre my mom. you've helped me through so much and you've taken such great care of me and i cant thank you enough for it. i'm just sorry that i'm not the perfect daughter.