love

in 2009 i hooked up with this girl and at first i thought she was going be just like all my other exgirlfriends who ill stay with for a few months then leave but some were while we was i feel in love with her and when i really knew i loved her and wonted to marry her we had to break up and that been about 8 months ago. My feeling for her has gotting stronger for her and i dont know what to do i think about her all day and all night i be up till 5 in the morning thinking about her. While we was together i treated her like a queen i even learned how to make a website so i could make make her a website showing how much i love her. i still got the ring i was going to use to ask her to marry me with i look at it ever day thinking about what could have happen if we was to get married. can some one help a brother out with a lil advise please