I am NOT your F*ck*ng yo-yo!!!

You say you love me and want to be with me. You say one thing and you dont keep your word. You say you are here for me and always will be, but youre not! yes, i understand you dont f*ck*ng date, but why the f*ck are you going to lead me on?! yes, you are thousands of miles away from me but when we are together, you are so different with me. you show me love and kindness. you treat me as your girlfriend. but now that you are back at school, you say you are too busy and cant devote time for me?! f*ck that! you did first semester.. you would call, text, write, email me! the whole 9 yards! but now, i dont mean sh*% to you. but here you are saying you are sorry and say we are just friends and we cant be too attached! b*llsh*t! first semester we were so attached, so close, so in love! now, im just a friend that you cant devote time too! THATS NOT BEING A FRIEND!!! im pretty sure you have 3 f*ck*ng free minutes to text me and just say "hey! how are you?" but, not even that! you push me and you pull me back in! im not a yo-yo! i deserve better.. you have no more room for me in your life, and you are going to lose what we had. you better not come running back to me because its going to be too late. im done playing your stupid game. you say im your princess, youre everything.. it dont f*ck*ng look like it. im done. its either ALL or NOTHING!!!!!!