Missin Him

this guy i have liked since august of '09. Never told him.... he went out with my best friend... we were just friends that hanged out... then another chick he went out with... i was there for the two break ups... never said anything... the last week...i kissed him!! the most prefect thing in the world... then he left... i was sad.. we started to talk... he still love his ex..my bestfriend... doesn't kno wat he wants but i know wat i want and its him... then i went out with his bestfriend... 2 weeks later break up.... told him how i feel.. now idk wat he want from me.... but all i want from him is his love.. hugs and kisses!!